Getting my graduation photos last Monday made me realize how close I am in getting my college diploma. Yes, I'm just a few months away from graduation, 2 more months to be exact .Well, thinking about what life after school could offer me makes me feel a bit scared. I mean, what's next for Kim after college? What the hell am I going to do with my life? These are the 2 questions that I always ask myself. Its not that I don't have any idea what I want to do in my life. I actually know at this very moment what career path I'm gonna take. I'm just.... NERVOUS, nervous about the fact that things might not end up like I want it to be. What if I end up doing nothing? What if I don't find any job? WHAAAAAT IF? I guess this is one thing that you learned about me today, reading this post, I'm paranoid. See how a graduation photo could be the root of all my paranoia?
I don't want to post my graduation picture yet just to not jinks it or something. Hey, I believe in those kind of stuff! It pays to be safe! Ha ha So yeah, this will be some sort of a teaser for y'all. Maybe when I already graduated, I can proudly show it off!
Maybe its important for me to live in the now and just focus first on the things that I need to accomplish today, right? Well, this is what my mom kept on telling me. I just happen to be so paranoid sometimes that I end up being pressured, nervous, and all sorts of stuff.
Yeah, I do, I do have to avoid thinking too much! HUZZAH!
And hey, I still have to conquer thesis!! Graduating isn't even official for me yet.
So tell me again, what is the point of all these? WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING ALREADY WORRYING ABOUT LIFE AFTER COLLEGE? C'mon!
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